A long time ago, when there were no people, not even the Earth itself, and the Universe was in primordial chaos, only the Great Heavenly Weaver spun the endless thread of life in the Universe.
She twisted shapeless bundles of chaos into tight threads of life, wound them on her spindle and, when the ball became large, she took it off the spindle and threw it into the ocean of the Universe.”
From the book “Carols”

There is a lot of adult in the ability to admit one’s powerlessness.

Only the Ego does not want to accept its own weakness, it wants undivided power.

When one’s own powerlessness is recognized, a person opens up to a greater power that is beyond the personal “I.”

Strength is born from powerlessness.

One comes after another, like day after night.

Gerber’s seed lay in the dark, crushed by the soil of Mother Earth, but for him this is not absorption and violation of boundaries, but shelter and nutrition, which he takes for his growth.

A child of love, Gerber, with his invisible part, his roots, is forever connected with his mother and this gives him the opportunity to firmly “stand on his feet” in life.

Papa Sun patiently awaits Gerber’s “separation” in order to give him the energy to grow in the outside world.

Warmed by the sun’s rays, Gerbera gains strength to appear into the world as a beautiful flower.

Where the light burns the heart.
Where my secret hides.
Where shadows tend to people,
My story begins.
(from the movie “He’s the Dragon”)

To achieve an energetic feeling of integrity – to combine the feminine energy of acceptance and the masculine energy of protection.
Mom is like the universe.

When she knows how to accept a child’s love for her, she opens his heart to the big world, creating emotional intimacy.

The built-in masculine energy of protection allows you to go into Life with an open heart, while feeling a basic sense of security.

Do you remember your feelings of genuine joy as a child from a kaleidoscope, when amazing patterns were formed from colored glass shards?

Our life is like that same kaleidoscope in which there are no identical events, but it is still interesting to watch – endlessly changing patterns give us the realization that the world is big and vast, just as human imagination is vast.

I believe that joy and freedom are created in reality when the inner child in us is open to this world. This can also be done through creativity.

I propose to manifest these states through associations to this picture.

This picture is dedicated to my mother.⠀
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The picture “originates” from the basis of everything – the principle of the Trinity, in which the birth and entry of man into the material world. ⠀
Its direction is movement and development in the material world, followed by a transition to another dimension.⠀
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In the process of writing and completing the work, I was able to see and accept this path of the soul at a sensual level.⠀
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Minerals:⠀
The principle of trinity, as well as the soul entering the material world – Vanadinite. The stone helps to accept the physical body and ground the soul in reality.⠀⠀
Earthly life is Malachite, which for the first time I decided to additionally “encrust” with an emerald.⠀
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Energy plan where the soul goes after:⠀
Yellow (sunny) diamond is one of the most expensive diamonds and an interesting fact is that some yellow diamonds come from outer space (as part of meteorites).⠀
Larimar is a stone of volcanic origin, therefore it is considered a stone born from fire. It has the color of the sea depths and heavenly expanses, therefore it has an extraordinary inner strength and support of the three elements.

Each success is like a gem that originates from the origins of childhood.

From what value your parents saw and said in you, you either live with a sense of self-sufficiency and give this value to the world or do everything to prove it.

The picture was waiting for me to get acquainted with the work of the spiritual teacher Peruquois in order to put in itself the lines of her song “Be yourself”. These are the words that maybe someone never heard from their mother:

“Be yourself,
All other roles are already filled.
Be yourself,
Listen with your heart.
Be yourself
Shine like a diamond – YOU ARE THE JEWEL
A beautiful shining star.
Be yourself,
The greatest work of art…”

Gems:
Mom is malachite
Dad – blue jasper
Achievements of life – a scattering of topazes on mother-of-pearl

The white canvas of this painting was waiting in the studio for 7 months of my transformation to be born in this period of global change. ⠀
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It is about a deep sense of the unity of the spiritual and material, which must be found within oneself in order to carry this unity to the outside world.⠀
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The struggle of opposites is always rejection and resistance as components of pain, which manifest themselves as condemnation (E. Tolle “The Power of the Present”). It is possible to unseal the heart from this pain by experiencing all emotions and feelings, removing the condemnation and prohibition on their manifestation. ⠀
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I have been looking for this unity within myself for a long time. Feeling locked in a large cocoon, I really wanted to get out of it into the big world without losing myself. At a deep level, I felt this as a rejection of the world, which will cause me a lot of pain at every turn. ⠀
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Perhaps, with this picture, I received the main sensory experience, which gives a person the inner state of his unconditional value and the realization that when you come into this world, you a priori change it for the better. ⠀
Because for me this project is like another child, and each picture, born from the subconscious, as it was physically realized, deeply transformed me from the inside so that it corresponded to it on a sensual level. ⠀
This realization gave me the opportunity to feel a sense of great gratitude for my child project, and to understand that any child always gives growth to his parent if he is ready to change. ⠀
This is the basic feeling for a person that removes from him a possible sense of guilt and internal debt for his birth and gives a feeling of unconditional value and contribution to this world. The feeling of this gratitude to yourself determines the internal acceptance of the material world.⠀
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Therefore, unity for me is that vital energy that leads to growth and development, and not destruction. It gives a person a sense of his value and integrity, an awareness of his creative power in this world. ⠀
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P.s. In the carousel are the words of R. Yuldashev, they are about the depth and connection of a person with the Almighty.⠀

First there was the Big Bang.

Silence, emptiness and cold.
Then an incredible thing appeared in space – warm, luminous. Spring has come, accelerated to an hour.

Millions of buds burst, the air is flooded with light. Around – radiance, life, singing of birds. A woman is born.

They say pleasure is a feminine feeling.⠀
But to get to it, you have to let go of the guilt for this pleasure and meet your inner girl, who at some point simply closed herself off from the world and herself because of fear.⠀

But she is like a beautiful flower, giving beauty and joy around.⠀
She does not need to rush anywhere, burdening herself with obligations.⠀

She can rejoice and enjoy life here and now.⠀
⠀I don’t know how it happens – completing the picture, I felt this energy – it is thick and viscous. Probably, this is the very vital energy – female.⠀

Man is like a sailboat.

He can sail for a long time to his destination rowing with oars.

Real Power and integrity is formed when there is inner fullness: faith and energy are the leading elements, those sails that are inflated by opportunities from outside and lead a person to the goal much faster and easier.

I made a piece of art out of my broken heart. (Beyoncé)⠀
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First, I created a sketch of the painting. Then I caught this state, which is broadcast by the work. And in the end, Beyoncé’s statement itself came to the picture and this is the best thing that describes this work.⠀

Two water lilies on the surface of the lake, dropping their roots to the bottom of the reservoir like heavy anchors, opened their eyes every morning and saw the blue sky, the sun and the reflections of the planets.

The red water lily convinced the Yellow one that the sky is also a large body of water, and sometimes droplets of it reach them.

The yellow water lily agreed. She looked at the sun and was glad that the brightest water lily in the sky was as bright as she was.

She is Yin. Deep inside.

But when the time comes, it appears outside as a beautiful flower.

– Tell me, Love, what are you?

-I am like the water of the seas and oceans washing the earth. In my space, you are always in the center, and this makes you sparkle even brighter.

I am like morning, day and night ..!

In the morning I will wake you up with my cool blue water.

During the day, my waters will become hot and bubbling.

And in the dead of night, I will envelop you with calmness and the light of the moon, so that you can see the direction even in the dark.

The stars fell right into the palms, fell to the ground.
Comets, like space horses, rushed through space. Their tails burned, sparkled, left furrows.

Mars quietly floated in orbit, enjoying the spectacle. Its fiery sides rose like volcanoes. His glossy skin, like red Mar Rosso marble, glowed in the black depths of space.
It’s going to be hot today, thought Mars.

Celestial bodies solemnly gathered in a parade. Asteroids, meteoroids, comets..
And only the fallen stars were not there, they, like multicolored topazes, gave light to the earth.

Outlandish flowers bloom in the mysterious depths. Their petals burn with bright lights, luring young maidens into deep gardens.

The maidens fall into the effervescent waters to the call of the sparkling gifts hidden under the seven waves. Their braids flow like curly sea grasses in shimmering waters, their white skin glows like precious akoya pearls.

The mysterious depths are filled with a myriad of lights, rich gifts are brought by the sea king to young maidens. He puts on white corals on their chests, weaves pearls into fair-haired braids …

What does Red sound like? ⠀
How does Green smell?⠀
And Blue is probably rough, like the Milky Way?⠀
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How to embrace Music? ⠀
How to sing Orange?⠀
How to ride the Rainbow? ⠀
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The elusive notes on the piano keys expand, unable to curb the energy – and the stars light up, the light of which is visible throughout the Universe.⠀
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Only 7 notes and harmony comes.⠀
Only 7 colors and the whole world lies in the palm of your hand.⠀
7th sense opens.⠀
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I close my eyes and fall into the clouds.

To the very horizon you see the oceans of sands, the scorching sun and the slippery tracks of the cobra from the dune and onto the dune.
The source of life in the desert Oasis – a real treasure in the hot expanses.

But this is not what the Three Wise Men are looking for, wandering along the hot sands, overcoming heat and thirst.
The desert keeps silence for thousands of years, and only in this silence will they be able to hear the inner voice that speaks the truth about themselves.

Stones:
Three Wise Men: Carnelian is a stone of well-being and love;
Oasis: Chromdioxide – a stone that takes away negative energy and nourishes it with positive;
Desert: Yellow Jasper is a stone that helps connect with God and the energies of the earth.

Emerald dreams in the summer.⠀
A light breeze draws in the field, it glows and calls.⠀
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The first dandelion blooms. He is the brother of the Sun, his viceroy on earth. The little sun is in a hurry to warm everyone. His time is short, but the light is infinite. He is in the singing of birds and the smile of the girl who dropped the red silk scarf. ⠀
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Ah, those lovely girls! Hats and dreams..⠀
Youth and carelessness..⠀
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What are you dreaming about?⠀

Unity of man and woman. How it is to be together, forming a couple, but at the same time always remain free and whole inside.

Many rocks were formed millions of millions of years ago. The oldest rocks on Earth are about 4.5 billion years old.
About 5,000 types of minerals are known in the world, and new ones are discovered every year.

The most common minerals are of volcanic origin (for example, quartz). They are formed in the bowels of the earth and come to the surface due to the force of the movement of tectonic plates.

Stones melt at temperatures ranging from 700 to 1300 degrees Celsius.

Each crystal (stone) has its own internal structure – an atomic crystal lattice.
The shape of a crystal does not necessarily reflect its internal structure, but affects how it interacts with energy.

Regardless of what a crystal looks like, its lattice can absorb, store, concentrate and emit energy, especially in the form of electromagnetic radiation.

Stones are a cosmos of lines, dots and colors in which you can see planets floating one after another, and then – the underworld, flowing lava and floating layers of earth with different gems..⠀
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Stones: red, blue and green agate, brown marble and yellow onyx.

Malevich wrote – create your own forms. Kandinsky said that shapes, lines, colors affect the human senses.

The stones are limitless in the variations of shapes and limitless in the manifestation of color, lines, points. At the same time, they have an impact on the human sensory world.

In my works, I create my own forms and fill them with color. Studying the characteristic pattern of stones, only then, on an intuitive level, I select and depict my pattern of lines, dots, shades of colors.

Living the birth of a picture, its sensual meaning is revealed in the process of writing. Through forms, she broadcasts different internal states, forcing me to feel them and change from within.

Once an acquaintance who does not recognize psychology at all saw this picture and said: “What an interesting picture! I see a hand on it that warns me – stop, do not go there, there is danger.

I experienced with her the transcendental experience of approaching the energy of the Universe. For a long time trying to understand and get closer to the Almighty, in the process of painting the picture, I plunged so deep into the cosmos of its lines, colors and points that this match happened and I felt the Energy.

It was then that inner peace occurred – I found what I had been looking for for so long.
Accepting and living my feelings opened the door for me to feel the energy.

This picture seemed so tender and defenseless to me ..

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When I started reading about the properties of the stones that inspired me in the process of painting, it turned out that for all their apparent tenderness, these stones have protective properties from the influence of negative energy.⠀

In simple forms, the picture was a snail, the spiral of which is a symbol of eternity and cyclicality.⠀

In its completed form, it turned into the Earth, washed by water and illuminated by the sun.⠀

Once having learned the experience, when you give the reins of control to the subconscious, and your body is a conductor of information, amazing things happen, you just have to connect trust to everything that happens.

So it was with this picture.

Practicing theta meditation in my life, I wanted to depict the energy of the 7th plane, a snow-white pearl fog that envelops you, and you dissolve in it. This is how the background of the painting was born.

Through trust in my body and hands, asking the subconscious what love is – the hand drew an incomprehensible contour to me. Only when I transferred this outline to the picture, I suddenly saw in it the outlines of the planet on which we live and understood the meaning of what my subconscious gave me.

Here it is love … not only energy, but also the material plane of the Earth on which we live.
As an integration of the dualities of the spiritual and the material, abstract and non-objective painting in this picture, a garnet is taken – a stone of love.

Studying the endless variations of lines, points, bends, colors of stones, you seem to be immersed in space, which cannot be repeated and come into contact with the art created by the Creator.

As well as art created by man, in which the very shapes, colors, points, lines affect all human senses (Kandinsky wrote about this in his treatises “On the Spiritual in Art” (1911) and “Point and Line on a Plane” ( 1926)), and the precious stones themselves, in addition to their beauty, also have various properties that affect the feelings and state of a person.

The whole process of creating a picture is the constant use of the conscious and unconscious part at the same time.

First, simple shapes are created, which are then filled with a common characteristic pattern inherent in any stone. But at the same time, each drawn line, bend is completely immersion in oneself, immersion in the space of lines and color, in which there is no possibility of their repetition.

Stones have endless variations in lines and colors. Crystals rejoice optical depth.⠀

Gemstones, in addition to their beauty, also have various properties that affect the person’s feelings and state.⠀⠀

Closing my eyes, I remember how the toy kaleidoscope evoked children’s delight.⠀
And once I found a secret place near an old factory in broken multi-colored stones:⠀

“Now I collect these gems, put them in my pockets and quickly go home, until my mother comes home from work. ”

As I pedaled the bike, I felt the pleasant excitement of the thought of what beauty and wealth is now clinking in my pockets on the way home.⠀